bit harsh, no?

the rain drums down my window, as i stare into the night
and like a once great army, darkness surrounds me to fight
and though the dreary darkness, enfolds this humble place
the thought of you brightens my life, a smile spreads across my face
for no matter all the problems come, and battles i must do
ill always have a brightened spark, the memory of you

as down and out as i can get, life somtimes seems so poor
as long as you are on my mind, theres somthing to fight for
and i would battle thousands just for a moment with you
for the pleasure of your company, theres nothing wont do
although, despite how hard i fight, i know there will not be
anything to come of love, shared between you and me
and still i fight, here for your love, until the fightings through
ill live forever, nourished by, the memory of you

Good one !

even before the fact sinks in, before tears streak my eyes
you unfold your once broken wings, and take off to the sky
like a dove, you take to wing, the true meaning of grace
and leave me here, forever more, as tears fall down my face
a life once whole and joyful, now lies empty that your gone
all i can do is hope that your happy, where you belong
and know from the depths of my heart, a pact i make to the
that you will always have a place, should you return to me

as time wears on, forgotten not, the times we spent alone
the memory swirls in my mind, the days after you've gone
despite the years that came to pass, the troubles come to stay
my heart still breaks, when i think of, the day you went away.
without a word, you left me here, to carry on your own
and since that day ive lived my life, a shadow and alone
and still i pray, that come the day, now till eternity
that your graceful wings will bring you home, you'll fly on back to me

cont.

cont.

and what a fool, in a childs hope, that somday you'll return
these feelings ive kept deep inside, that constantly churn
without a hope, yet still i stand, and wonder where you be
and wonder if your happier in your life without me
for each night as i close my eyes, with little else to do
the strongest words that i can say, is simply, i love you
until one morn, i wake and find, that it can hardly be
your standing there, finally, you have returned, to me

No. We're friends, we're good (Nice poems btw)

Bored Kay

I logged on this afternoon,
With a cheerful glow
Found my chinese friend Kay
As dead as a dodo

C'mon Cucumber, Cheer urself up!
Is what i thought inside
She's probably smoking her head off
Shes bored, But lifting her i tryed

She needs some cucumber spirit
Is what makes me, her and Lucky laugh
But our little pea man Daz,
Has ditched us He'll feel our wrath

So Kay, C'mon, Dont be bored bab
Its sunday i know, But we'll still have a laugh
Play some pool, Chin wag on msn
Watch crap on youtube, CG Till the end (H)

x?!x?!

Edited at 14:13 Sun 6/07/08 (BST)

PETEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Thats Lovely You Made Me Fold On My Tourny To Read It

I Lost Cheered Me Up No End Thanks Babe ! ! !

I Loved It CG4eva ?????!!!!!!!!

Edited at 14:26 Sun 6/07/08 (BST)

I Logged On To Pool With A Feeling Inside ....
Its Not One Of Those You Can Easily Hide
I Dont win No Tournies But If I Do
I'll Do A Dedi.And Send It To You! ! !




OH Am Lol @ Meself.. I Just Broke Into Phil Collins After The First Line Oh My Goodness I Need To Lie Down Im Felling Weird ! ! !

Its Phil Collins Right Oh I Just Dunno ! !


OH I MEMBER....Elton John Aint It !

Isnt It A Lovely Day For A Monday !

Edited at 14:50 Sun 6/07/08 (BST)

L M A OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!


Is that what comes to mind when you think of me...
ELTAN JAN!?


PMSLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL! xD xD xD

Edited at 14:59 Sun 6/07/08 (BST)

KANG MAFFIN

We have a new FJ and Pits his name
Brings sam great laffs to this game
Has me in stitches almost every day
Sending me messges cos here car say
Wen he's araund youll never be DAWN
Here yam are Pitty cam gat yam CRAWN

PNP




Edited at 15:53 Sun 6/07/08 (BST)

Thank you very much

Accepting me as a Forum Junkie

Today ive become a Junkie
Im glad most of you accept
For those that dont like it
Go Complain! What the heck

Im here to have a giggle
and the occasional serious chat
I like helping out mates
And thats no lie, Its a fact

Im a really nice guy,
If ever we cross online
Say "Hi N Bye" whatever
Have a laugh, Pass the time

Cos if im honest, Within myself
Ive enjoyed the past few days
Kept my mind off problems at home
And my smiles you've all helped raised



Thanks Players for making me laugh x

Edited at 21:18 Sun 6/07/08 (BST)

LMAO @ Myself
I set myself up sometimes

Rum rub damn dub

Make a poem and do a rub..

I come here once and make a thread

like you care as you read this spread.

Crazzy is here and leaving today

For a kebab thats leaving his side no way!!

As i eat the dog and scream come on

It runs down me swede like a chicken kebab!!

I have to leave cos its burning me chin ill wake up now for a lemon and gin

he golden light of mornings dawn, spreads warmth accross the land
the wave of trouble settle, and beat less upon the sand
and as the world begins to wake, and with it a new day
i sit with you, in blissful peace, for here i want to stay
to sit here for so many years, until the end of time
hand in hand, with you, my love, your heart, now joined by mine
to watch the storms pass from the sea, and rain against plains
and bring with it, a green new growth, born forth or the rains

But even such a land of beauty, finds hard to compare
to your perfect features, like the wind within your hair
of how the white glow of the moon reflects within your eyes
or with a single tear, your pain can blacken out the skies.
a laugh, from you, like fireworks, can light the deepest dark
a single smile, from you alone, can lighten up my heart

cont.

cont.

Of all the languages there are, none pure enough to see
for me to express in full light, just what you mean to me
and so i sit, upon these cliffs, and with me, you sit too
and all i wish, is for a way, to show you, i love you

TRUST

Trust isnt something you just give away
Its something precious not meant to stray
To have someone close who will be there
To trust with your life you'll find this is rare
There are some ppl on who you depend
Sharing secrets and an ear they'll lend
They'll be your confidante honest and true
You know they are always there for you
You also have people who barefacedly lie
To gain your trust then be wickedly sly
Spilling all that you may of just shared
Yet you thought that they honestly cared
You trusted them with things so sincere
They dont contain and it costs you dear
They hurt by repeating even add bits on
Make themselves look good yet they con
So now as this poem nears its true end
Theres just one message id like to send
Try not to make your life any more unjust
Just be more wise to the people you trust


~Paula~

Random

We have our ups have our downs
We have our laffs have our frowns
We have our times happy or sad
We have our times good or bad
We have our jokes have our wit
We have our humour say our bit
We have our minds have our souls
We have our aims have our goals
We have our troubles have our strife
The main thing that we have is Life
So be thankful for what youve got
Even though it may not be a lot
Go to bed and each night Pray
Thank the lord for each new day


~Paula~

POST/PLAY

This poem thread i think its great
But that could be up for debate
You may prefer the Link-a-word
Or one where kisses are shared
You may not like it on fun or games
Saving your posts to Dedi names
Or a post on Queries asking why
Why do we have that lag? its sly
Clan chat,sports chat, pool events
Computer chat that makes sense
General chat is where i mainly post
I guess thats where i love the most
Some may not even post at all
So much prefering to hit a ball
But no matter if you post or play
We all love funky in some old way


~Paula~

a thousand years has passed it seems
since i was haunted in my dreams
not of some dark and erie place
im haunted by your perfect face
no matter what i try to do
i cannot rid my thoughts of you
how can i make you leave me be
im haunted for eternity

and is it wrong for me to wish
that i could see the end of this
for you to go and not return
my life no longer your concern
tell me what it is i must do
to finally see the end of you
have i not suffered all i can
im now a shadow of a man

and still you try to take from me
the one thing i can truly be
for in this dark and twisted place
i see nothing but your face
for in the darkness you are there
to tourture me with your harsh glare
i have accepted i condone
to wander on this earth alone

and so i ask you on my knees
to go away and let me be
so give me time to rest in piece
and offer me a sound release
a of sleep, when your not there
to haunt my dreams, with your stare